I AM BLESSED!!!!

YES HES HERE!!!!!! after all the wait we have out Little bundle of joy! He was 6 lbs 14 oz and cute as can be!
I will put pics up soon but I wanted to just make a small post to give update to you all. I am sitting here watching Papa hold Brayden on his chest and Brodie is laying beside him and they are both sleeping and I just cant help but think ab how BLESSED I am. God has been so good to me and I don't even deserve any of it! I am sleep deprived and tired as can be but the JOY over rides it ALL! thanks for all your prayers and love you all

UPDATE!!!

Ok I went to the doctors yesterday and was told that apparently my cervix is not responding to the contractions I'm having so all the pain............ for NOTHING!!!!! yes I said it NADA!!! I mean come on something has got to give here I am so tired I'm not getting any sleep and I'm in some type of pain all the time. But the light is getting closer I go on Monday and I will be having a C-section unless by some miracle I go into active labor before then but really not looking at that happening around here....... We are ready but I guess Brayden has other plans and is going to stay in there until hes taken out well that is it for now love to you all my dear friends
PS yes I do want company when I have him so feel free to come to the hospital and meet little man and to see the Big Brother!

WOHOO!!!!!..............AW MAN!!!! FALSE ALARM!!

Yes I thought I would be holding my little bundle of joy tonight! I had contractions ALL nite last nite and into this morning that I really thought I was in labor so I called the Dr and he told me to come into the office and they would determine what was going on so after that they sent me to labor and delivery to be monitored and it all looked good and the nurse even said that she would call it early labor bc of the strength of the contractions so we got our hopes UP and then...................... THEY STOPPED!!!!!!!!!!!! yes they started to space out and then they just went away can you imagine my frustration? yes I was not a happy sleep deprived big pregnant woman..... and to top that off? they will NOT induce because of me having the previous section so now I have to wait it out and wait until he decides to make his appearance or next Monday I will go in for the section so I guess for sure I will have him in a week for now I will just have to be happy with the ACCIDENTS on myself when I sneeze or when I'm just sitting there and cant get my fat butt up in time to make it to the potty since I have no warnings as to when he will use my bladder as his punching bag....... But hey I got a pedi today my wonderful Sis. In law Amber took me and had me and her and I had one, oh and it sure felt good to have my feet in the water that yes was really hot but when you are swollen and hurting like I have been its all good. AJ enjoyed his day off and is disappointed that he will have to go in to work in the morning bless his heart he met mom and I up at the hospital and he had all out stuff packed in his car...... oh well maybe next time......... you know I have also figured out that my ribs are really flexible Brayden tends to push on them I guess hes trying to make some more room bc I really don't know how hes still in there! I have really been having trouble with acid reflux and it seems that I have started all over with the puky part but I still manage to gain waight..... Well mom did ask if I was the one gaining the waight or the baby I dont know but I went 7 lbs last week and that to me is a lot! and it not swelling this time bc that day I was actually looking good if that is possible at this time lol...... well until next time love you all friends and hope you all have a great week!

Went to the doctor today!!!

OK I had my appointment today and I I'm still at 3.5 centimeters and I have started to thin so maybe just maybe this child of mine will make his appearance soon! Oh and I found out that I'm not leaking amniotic fluid I'm just peeing on myself !! imagine that a pregnant woman peeing on her self as the Doc put it....... oh well I guess its all part of it, at least its not like when I was pregnant with Brodie I mean I did not leak I just flat out used to pee on myself and stand there and cry BC I could not control my bladder oh well....... I also got to talk to the Doc ab C-section and I have decided that I will not go straight to having one I will try to have a VBAC. he thinks that I will do fine I will be monitored a little closer and I will not be allowed to sit and wait for hours to dilate fully and I wont be allowed to push for hours but I am very happy to know that I can a least try....... some say I should just go and have the c-section and get it over with but the more I think ab it I just don't feel like I would be doing the right thing if I don't at least try I mean if I do end up having one then at least I can say I tried and I wont always wonder the what ifs. I am truly not happy ab having to wait this long for my little one to be born!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean I just don't have the patience that is required he most definately takes after his Papa and not me Brodie is like me I mean he was in a hurry to get here oh..... but not Mr Brayden!
I did find out also that hes VERY low and is READY for when its time but I guess I will have to wait like every other mother out there!!!! I wonder if I would be noticed if I went jogging? maybe I can just walk A LOT Tonie at church maybe do some squats and no I will not drink Castor oil that stuff will give you the RUNS!!! and I dont think the nurses and doctor would appreciate the outcome hehe anyway I am ready I have the bags packed cameras charged gift bought from the baby to big brother ........ oh no I did not buy one from the big brother to baby hmmmmm I must get that done soon! But really what do you buy a baby? diapers? hmmmm i think a little stuffed animal will do Brodie does not know it but his baby brother bought him a Nintendo DS and a Mario game and Sis. Erica made him a backpack that matches Braydens diaper bag I'm so excited and I cant wait!!!!! anyone for a jog? I guess I will give another update soon and I hope its ab me being in labor!

37 weeks!!

OK I have made it this far!!! but I am now ready to have this little man I cant wait to meet him and see what hes going to be like I hope I go into labor sooooonnnn !!!! I mean where is the contractions I was having a week ago and where is the pressure I mean come on I thought I would have had him by now but I guess my little man is not in a hurry like his older brother was and hes going to have patience like his Papa and not lack it like his mommy and big brother do lol I guess I'm just ready for the pregnancy wait to be over and start the new chapter of what is to come but in Gods timing I know ......... I have now started swelling and that hurts I was hoping I would not do so this time like I did with Brodie but I guess I was not so lucky oh well we cant have it all right? I have not gained as much wait as the first time so that is good I wont have too much to loose but I do hope I keep some on but we all know that wont happen so I am ready for all that is to come well I don't know when it will happen but when it does I will post when I have some time if not soon I will give update from my Friday appointment I hope I don't make it till then but you never know as of today I have 13 days until they will induce so either way I don't have long...... love you guys

Ramblings

Well I had another sleepless nite no surprise but I really think that my body is getting ready for a little munchkin to be born here soon I was having contractions that were waking me out of my sleep and I guess I was crying or moaning I knew it was not true labor but they sure hurt....... I hope they have the epidural ready for me for when I walk in for I don't think I can handle the pain I admire the women who go with out it but know that I'm just not one of them I am what you call a Sissy hehe.
You know this baby thing has made me think ab a lot of thing in life......
As a lot of you know I did not have the best of a childhood not until I was 13 and was blessed with my parents I have been thinking ab how sometimes life is not what you imagine it to be but what God wants it to be for you at the present time for the first 12 1/2 years of my life I spent it from house to house and person to person even stranger to stranger..... I never knew when something bad was going to happen or when the next beating was going to occur I lived in fear of what would come ab me and if I would make it to the next day and where I would be left while my biological mom did her traveling to God knows where ........................ But then I think ab it all and think ab where that life had led me to and I'm thank full it all happened because if I had had a nice little life and nothing was wrong I would not be writing this today you see God knew the whole time what my future was and even though I cried myself to sleep MANY nites and asked God for a nice family that loved me and did not yell at me and beat me for little things like not being able to find my strawberry bubble bath I know that God was working it out for me I have been SOOOO BLESSED with a family that is beyond my dreams I have a mom who loves me regardless of what I have ever done and shes always there to listen to me when I need a friend and motherly advice and a daddy that took me in and loved me and broke walls downs that I had built up against men because I did not trust them he showed me that I could trust him and hes never made me feel like I was not loved by him he has cried with me when I cried and he has loved me unconditionally my parents have been an example of what Godly people should be and they raised me in a God filled home. I have been blessed with a wonderful brother and sister who know that I was adopted and it makes no difference to them they love my little boy and have shown him what tia and tios are supposed to be you cant ask for more ....... but God has given me more I have a wonderful husband that I love and he loves me no matter what I do or say he still thinks I'm a wonderful person even when I'm cranky (and I can be VERY cranky) he has stood by me many times and has loved me and now I have a wonderful little boy Brodie and Brayden on the way and I just look at my and thank God for it all for I know I have done nothing to deserve any of it but he has given it to me anyway! I have friends and family that love me for who I am my husbands family love me you really cant get any better than that but just when I think that it does get better and I'm amazed at what God has given me
I know its a lot of writing but its been on my mind so when you think about the things that are going wrong in your life look back and see the things that have gone right and they are always more pleasant and more abundant

3 1/2 centimeters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok I have made it longer than I did with Brodie and I have actually been able to experience the dialating part and the false labor too!!!! I went today and I found out that I was dialated 3.5 centemeters and I have lost one pound baby is doing good and mommy is too ok well I'm ready for his arrival I think ab it all the time now and with Camilla and Genesis being born it really gives me the itch! oh and by the way if you have not seen the girls they are soooooooooo pretty! we are getting ready for company here too so we have been pretty busy cleaning up we have to be ready for Brayden too so we are doing it all at the same time bending down is not easy though its actually funny to see me bend I have a hard time getting back up and sometimes I feel like I will fall over oh well its almost over I will try to post some more soon but I'm so tired I have been to the docs, zoo, and three stores today! yes I am now without energy and wish I could take a nap but my little Brodie is up and its too late to make him take one so I will have to settle for sitting on the couch.................. until later now

CHECK OUT MY NEW BLOG!!!!!

hey friends I have started a new blog here recently and would like to share it with you all its a recipe blog there will be some easy recipes and some that I guess will be a little harder but I hope you will join and give me some feed back and if you try out any of them please let me know how it turned out!

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oh I wish I felt better.......

Yes, I just dont feel good right now I guess its all pregnancy related but I feel yucky and I cant seem to get better! I have been at the Drs so they could monitor my contractions and of course they did not happen while I was there and the ones that did were not really as hard as normal so I looked like a big idiot who made a big deal out of nothing........ but in my defense I only wanted the Doc to make sure I had had dialated not hooke me up to all those monitors! but I guess it was easier for them to send me to labor and delivery and let the nurses poke on me.... Oh well.
The good news is that nothing has happend and the baby is ok so I'm looking at making it to the end wohooo! or at least I hope I make it for another 3 weeks.
I went to see baby Camilla Magnolia today and shes absolutely the cutes little baby ever! the proud parents are doing really good and I'm so proud of them they are such great parents already! She did make me want my little Brayden now but I know it would not be good if he came at this point so I have to be patient and wait until it is safe for him we want him to come home with us when we come home. Brodie is doing really good and hes really excited ab the baby I know he will be a really good big brother VERY attentive for sure! but I know he will do great.................

He will kick himself out!

Yes it feels like my little man is going to kick himself out sometimes I just dont see how he can manage to move as much as he does! He likes my right side the best I expect to see a big bruse there any day now. I am now having some "accidents" when I sneese and cough! now that is horrible but funny at the same time...... But I cant make a big deal ab it since my precious toddler will think he can pee on himself and laugh about it (We laugh the first time and the next day he did it and thought it was oh so funny) so now we have to be carefull about what we say I guess to a toddler it all seems normal. My Braxton Hicks are pretty regular at this point but I have not gone to the Dr. so they can monitor them I have given it all to God and I guess if he decides to come now God will be take care of him ( and yes I will go if they are really close together!) but I just dont want to go up there and have them poke and probe on me for two hours when I can just go to bed and see if they go away... I think he is a little lower now since my ribs dont hurt as bad well I say that but really my whole front hurts so I guess I just cant distinguish where the pain is originating from I have managed to get the boys room pretty much completed the crib is now free of clothing I did a load for him last nite and put away the hundred pairs of socks he own ( not a hundred really but feels that way when having to fold them) I hung up some of the pictures that were needing to be done and my hubby will do the rest tomorrow and I think we will only have the dusting and the floors to do but that will get done tomorrow too.
We have out of town company comming in in ab two weeks so I have been trying to get the house in order it has to be done anyway and it helps to have a target date that it all had to be done by........... well that is about all I have for now ..... oh yeah cant wait until Dahlia and Casey have their babys wohoooo then I will be next but not too soon after Brayden needs to stay in a little longer so he is healthy and will come home with us much love to you all

LOL ASHLEY!!!!!!

Yes I hope you are sitting down Ash I have posted twice this month and once again so dont go and pass out on me.....
I'm no longer doing the facebook thing so I decided to do more postings on my blog since I can controll what is on it more than on facebook ( you never know what others will post and sometimes its better to not know)
Today we had a really great day! We had loads of fun over at Bella and PawPaws we went swimming with Bella and Tio Tchase (yes that is how Brodie says Chases name) I had some leftover dinner from last nite and took it over and we enjoyed it for lunch I made it spicy but my hubby said that it was BURNING his mouth! I did not think it was that spicy I even had to add MORE pepper to my plate and still did not think it was that spicy ( I think I have burned my taste budds off) I tend to crave VERY spicy food with Brayden Mom said that all the spice will put hair on his chest and that its why he already has so much hair on his head lol ... His hair looks like seaweed bc it floats around pretty neat anyway Brodie is now being very brave around the pool he actually likes it when I dunk him under water and like to play with the toys mom had bought him for their pool he now has a tan line and pretty dark oh I so want the skin he has I have horrible skin so I just look like I have more freckles on my arms but he has a really great color I guess its the spanish skin from me that I never got but was able to pass down to him.. well this is all for now I just had all this info in my head and figured I would write and share till the next time .......Oh I will be cleaning my house if anyone is bored and wants something to do just let me know there is lots to do around here. jk lol

And we wait!

We went to the doctor on Friday and had an ultrasound....... Brayden is doing great and is growing like hes supposed to, He no longer measures big which its OK I guess and His measurements are right on target.... We did plan for the C-section on August the 21, 2009 if I make it till then if not then I still have a section.
We are getting the house ready but it seems that just when we get one thing done there are 10 more that need to be done but hey I guess having a baby is nerve wrecking enough right? I'm getting bigger by the minute feels like and I'm at the stage where sleep is well............. what is sleep? yes I have forgotten what it feels like to sleep through the nite since I now have to go to the potty every 5 minutes! you think I'm kidding? I sometimes dont even make it back to the bed before I feel like I have to go AGAIN! and yes I know that for the next 5 months or so sleep will only be a once in a while thing so I guess my body is getting used to the idea but I'm sure not complaining I cant wait till my little one arrives but I do want him to wait until hes 38 weeks that way he is healthy and comes home with us. well that is the update since I went to the docs I go back on the 24th and after that I will be going every week until he arrives wohoooooooo!

Brayden Asher

OK I know its been forever since I last wrote and lots of things have happened since but REALLY don't have the time to write it all so here is some.....
We finally figured out a name for out little one.... Brayden Asher ( thanks Casey!)
-I had 5D ultrasound pics done and they are sooo good
-I also found out that our little one is measuring bigger than what he should
-We have the Boys room all done and ready
-Brodie has been loving the new room and has adjusted to it better than Mommy thought he would
-My big boy is getting bigger and he makes me smile every minute of the day (well almost lol)
-YES my belly is BIG but I don't think its as big as when I was pregnant with BroBro
-I have figured out that sometimes you have to step back and let God do it!
-And I have now started to have some "accidents" when I sneeze!
-Still glad that the swelling has not started!
-I can no longer see my feet and really don't want to since I'm in bad need of a pedi ( but dont want to go and let the little ladies make fun of me like they did the last time I was pregnant!)
-I'm very happy to have made some new and fun friends
-Dr.s tell me that out little one will be THE active one.. OK if you don't know Brodie just imagine a tornado and that is putting it mildly
-And really not much has changed I still hold the award for the most boring blog ever but hey I have one lol

I'm Back!!!

ok I'm sure that I was not really missed since if there was an award for the most boring blog EVER I would win it right away! Anyway my computer has been down for about a month now it's worked but it takes for eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrr to load anything or even to write so my hubby has been working on it when he gets a little time here and there and lately its not been a lot of those with his work and having a very active two year old that tackles him at the door when he gets home and demands he play "baket ball" with him, and really that's much more important than having a working computer.
My belly is getting out there its not really big but now people actually notice that there's a baby in there and not too many burgers. My morning sickness is gone I don't know if for the rest of the pregnancy but for now I'm enjoying pigging out on anything I can get my hands on and no I don't use the excuse of eating for two I know I'm a pig so I just eat whatever and figure I can use some extra weight oh and the Doctor did tell me that I needed to gain more weight by my next appointment since I had not really gained enough for my last...... she must have never experienced morning sickness or what ever time of day sickness!!!!!!!!!

Brodie is getting so big! We are now potty trained and talking so good, he likes to talk to the baby and kiss my belly and the baby kicks every time I guess to tell him he loves him too. This morning I have been listening to Brodie beat on his new drums!!!! wow my head hurts! But its part of being a mommy I mean I know its something he loves and I can always take a Tylenol.... right?
The baby's name is Brayden but we cant figure out his middle name Parker, Cole, we were hoping to find one that started with an A but we are either not looking in the right place or` they have all been taken so if anyone has not fallen to sleep reading this post and you have been able to keep up with all my ramblings if you have a name you would like to post please do maybe you have one we can use
I will post some pics here soon but I now have a very fussy boy so I have to go Bye

BOY!!!!!!!!!

OK for those few that don't know yet we are having another wonderful little boy!!!!!!!!! And NO I'm not disappointed!!! I know some hope to have this or the other but we are so blessed to be able to have another baby that we are not picky I was laughing when my friend Kristy told my mom and I that it was a boy we did not know if we would be able to find out on Monday because I was only 16 weeks but when it's a boy I guess it's easier to find out. With Brodie we found out when he was 14 weeks but they could not legally tell me so we went back two weeks later and well you know the rest. We don't have names yet we are still looking ......... Brayden Colton is a possibility but we don't know yet I guess with Brodie we knew from the beginning since Papa had Brodie picked out already but he does not have a favorite this time boy I think it would make it so much easier! Pretty soon I will post some pick I have some really good zoo pics of Brodie and some of him playing outside but I need some time which I tend to run out off here lately, we plan to go the lake this weekend! my friend has a lake house there and a pretty massive boat so I will drive out Friday come home later and then all of us will go on Saturday and have a big BBQ! I will be doing most of the cooking to give poor Julie a break plus I really enjoy cooking so it works out for all. Oh and if you hear of any cool names let us know and maybe we will use it.

Love you Guys!

Ok I'm Back

well I really have a good excuse for not keeping up with my blog............ Brodie!!!! it seems that if he's not jumping from the back of the couch he's chasing the dogs with some type of loud instrument!!!! yeah I'm serious I have a lot of fun let me tell you I get nervous when I think about what the younger sibling will be like I mean it will have big brother Brodie as a role model, ok I really just scared myself!!!!!!!!!! I love him for the fun mischievous little boy that he is He is really funny about what he wears and when he wears it like he does not like to wear pajamas outside or go out with out shoes oh yeah does not like long sleeves and collar shirts so if the thought has crossed your mind that I dress up and never dress him up well its not by choice, his closet has clothes that hes never worn that has been given to him and he thinks that its going to eat him i guess he sure does not get it from me that is for sure I like to wear all kinds of styles some that may look good and some that well I don't know what I was thinking.

Pregnancy is going well still getting sick, which I thought would be over by now, I am now feeling the baby's flutters!! that or I have LOTS of gas anyhow I say they are the baby's movements. We hope to find out what we are having in a couple of weeks!!
Boy: Julie and Hebert
Girl: Mom, Renee, and I'm sure others but can't think of them
Baby: Pappa Adrian and Brodie!!
well we know its a baby but Adrian said that he knows for sure that he will be right!
well for now its all I have plus I have to put a 2 year old down to bed.

DISTURBING!!!!!!!!!!!

In Nov. I had to do some shopping at a very big store and got in line to check out, when I heard the cashier and a co- worker having a very serious conversation ab how she does not know why "HE" was so mad and why "HE" had to tell all his friends and so the conversation went on....... I for one thought this was not professional BC I really did not want to hear her life story anyway I'm next in line and she very quickly said hi and carried on with her drama so I decided I would put my unwanted words in and said "HE" does not have to worry and neither do you for at least 9 months and it will give you two some time to get use to the idea of a baby together.................. her response was and I quote " Oh it does not matter BC after December I wont have to worry about it, OK I thought PATERNITY TEST!!!!!! boy I was so wrong.... I was floored with the cold and heartless response I got after suggesting the part of the paternity test her response was " No in December is when I'm GETTING RID OF THE BABY" OK I thought my hearing was failing me so I asked what she meant " I'M HAVING AN ABORTION" was her response!!!!! OK I did not know how to react so all I could say was " oh, oh OK" I mean I wanted to tell her that is was murder and so on but I chose not to since you never know who will sue you and all. Right before I left I just looked at her and said " I have been trying for a year now and in August I lost my baby so you are lucky to be pregnant not everyone is as blessed as you, and walked away I know she was speechless for the look on her face was priceless. Just a couple of weeks ago I was in there again and went through her line and had some very heavy items in my buggy so I told her if she could just scan them in there BC I could not pick them up she of course asked why and if I was sick I then told her no but that I'm pregnant and I'm not supposed to pick up a lot of heavy things. It was as if a knife had stabbed her and was being turned my heart knew then but I HAD TO ASK she then told me the experience was horrible and that she is still in therapy for what had been done she felt that it had not been in Gods will since they had such a hard time reaching the BABY ( OK......... I don't know about you but DUHHHHHHHH!!!!) I am just now able to talk or write about this I cried for the Baby that would never be given the chance I prayed and then I called my sweet husband and ranted about it but I know that God is a mercy giving God so I also prayed for the Woman that had not an ounce of sense that he would show her mercy. Anyway I am so thankful for the Holy Ghost and for some sense!!!!!!!

On a much better note our pregnancy is doing so good still sick and tired but wonderful Brodie has become obsessed with my belly he has to kiss baby all the time and talk to it he's going to be a GREAT big brother! I hope you all have a wonderful day and SMILE WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Isbells

Hello Everyone !!

Well I'm back! sorry it has taken so long but I have been sick as a ................ pregnant woman I guess, man I though I would get by this pregnancy and not be sick but I guess this baby had other plans. It seems that it has gotten a little worse in the past week or so and I do say worse I mean I don't get to keep my food for longer than 30 minutes or so and there I go running to the throne to puke it all up. I had my first ultrasound last week and my Mom was able to go with me and it was sooooo sweet I mean she was almost in tears I think but then I was right there with her ( if you have not seen the baby's ultrasound pic just ask Mom or Dad to show it to you they have it on their phones! its so sweet they are such good grandparents)I was very happy to have the ultrasound since I had already had one with Brodie at this time and had seen his heartbeat and all anyway I will be having more done as time goes on, you see, my friend is an ultrasound tech or what ever you call them and she told me to just call her when ever I want to have more done but I will wait until I'm about 16 weeks for my other one since that's when she did one for Brodie, did I mention she does the 4D ultrasounds? yeah the ones that cost $175 or more she does those for me for free!!! well she just says that is my baby gift, I am blessed I know.
We are potty training now and I am soooooooooooo proud of Brodie! he has not had any accidents in 3 days, he always tell me when he needs to go potty and when he fights me I still take him and he usually always has to go but he does not like to stop with what he is doing to go potty, but let me tell you when he uses it he gets so proud about it and tells anyone that is near by. I love my son so much he is such a blessing to me. My brother and sister are spending the weekend with us since my parent were out of town and I know they are bored to death I mean Brodie is taking a nap with AJ and I'm working on the blog and I don't have a thing that is fun to ohhhhhhhh did I mention that my parents are bringing me some benneis and yes I know I prob did not spell it right but I don't care I just know they are sooooooooooooo good! well until the next time toddles

Due Date is August 30th !!!

Today we had our first doctors appointment and it was really cool I found out that I would not have to have a C-Section for this baby because it was not my foult that I had one with Brodie instead it was the way he was laying so that made me feel really good because I was not really looking forward to the recoop time with a new baby and a verrrrrrrryyyyy active two almost three year old. We go on the 5th of Feb and we get to have an ultrasound !!! I sure cant wait to see my little one I mean I'm already feeling it kick..................... hahahahahah I GOT YOU!!!! its an inside joke between Molly and I so I just had to put it out there, sorry I had to do it guys. You dont actuallly feel the baby move until your in you 20th week or so and I have a ways to go. My pluracy has not been doing good but there is nothing that can be done bc of my pregnancy so I just have to deal with the pain until it goes away. Brodie is ok I guess he is still up and has not taken a nap all day but like the energizer bunny he keeps going and going and going and going you get it. ok that is all I have to write about for now well I have a lot to write about but this is all that would interest you.

Five weeks - five days!!!

OK I officially found out today how far we are in out pregnancy. It was a little funny because I actually did not go to the doctor for the pregnancy part but when the doctor walked in the room he broke the news to me, I did not have the heart to tell him that I already knew since I have been sick as a dog I never know when it's going to hit me and I never know which morning I will wake up at odd hours of the morning craving something to eat then and there. I mean I use to think that women were over exaggerating when they said that when they craved something they had to have it then and there or it would just not go away. To all of you ladies that I thought that off .............. I AM SOOOOO SORRY!!!! I have been paying for all those things plus more but I'm loving every minute of it all !!! I will officially go next Thursday for my check up and I will keep you all posted I do warn you I am not very creative with my writing so please don't expect specifics on what the baby is doing at the time because half the time I don't even know what I'm doing!!! I walk out the car while its still on, leave my phone at the store I mean I pick my keys and Brodie's toy but leave my phone there, burn pizza, fish sticks to name a few. Well that is all for today, hope you all are doing well love you all!!