Went to the doctor today!!!

OK I had my appointment today and I I'm still at 3.5 centimeters and I have started to thin so maybe just maybe this child of mine will make his appearance soon! Oh and I found out that I'm not leaking amniotic fluid I'm just peeing on myself !! imagine that a pregnant woman peeing on her self as the Doc put it....... oh well I guess its all part of it, at least its not like when I was pregnant with Brodie I mean I did not leak I just flat out used to pee on myself and stand there and cry BC I could not control my bladder oh well....... I also got to talk to the Doc ab C-section and I have decided that I will not go straight to having one I will try to have a VBAC. he thinks that I will do fine I will be monitored a little closer and I will not be allowed to sit and wait for hours to dilate fully and I wont be allowed to push for hours but I am very happy to know that I can a least try....... some say I should just go and have the c-section and get it over with but the more I think ab it I just don't feel like I would be doing the right thing if I don't at least try I mean if I do end up having one then at least I can say I tried and I wont always wonder the what ifs. I am truly not happy ab having to wait this long for my little one to be born!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean I just don't have the patience that is required he most definately takes after his Papa and not me Brodie is like me I mean he was in a hurry to get here oh..... but not Mr Brayden!
I did find out also that hes VERY low and is READY for when its time but I guess I will have to wait like every other mother out there!!!! I wonder if I would be noticed if I went jogging? maybe I can just walk A LOT Tonie at church maybe do some squats and no I will not drink Castor oil that stuff will give you the RUNS!!! and I dont think the nurses and doctor would appreciate the outcome hehe anyway I am ready I have the bags packed cameras charged gift bought from the baby to big brother ........ oh no I did not buy one from the big brother to baby hmmmmm I must get that done soon! But really what do you buy a baby? diapers? hmmmm i think a little stuffed animal will do Brodie does not know it but his baby brother bought him a Nintendo DS and a Mario game and Sis. Erica made him a backpack that matches Braydens diaper bag I'm so excited and I cant wait!!!!! anyone for a jog? I guess I will give another update soon and I hope its ab me being in labor!

37 weeks!!

OK I have made it this far!!! but I am now ready to have this little man I cant wait to meet him and see what hes going to be like I hope I go into labor sooooonnnn !!!! I mean where is the contractions I was having a week ago and where is the pressure I mean come on I thought I would have had him by now but I guess my little man is not in a hurry like his older brother was and hes going to have patience like his Papa and not lack it like his mommy and big brother do lol I guess I'm just ready for the pregnancy wait to be over and start the new chapter of what is to come but in Gods timing I know ......... I have now started swelling and that hurts I was hoping I would not do so this time like I did with Brodie but I guess I was not so lucky oh well we cant have it all right? I have not gained as much wait as the first time so that is good I wont have too much to loose but I do hope I keep some on but we all know that wont happen so I am ready for all that is to come well I don't know when it will happen but when it does I will post when I have some time if not soon I will give update from my Friday appointment I hope I don't make it till then but you never know as of today I have 13 days until they will induce so either way I don't have long...... love you guys